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I’m so scared of depression, I thought I was getting better last week, and now I’m back to cutting and feeling low and sad… I want it to go away… but is not simple at all, I think I might’ve suffered from ups and lows most of my life but now at least I know there’s a name to it and I know what to fight against…
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I’m so scared of depression, I thought I was getting better last week, and now I’m back to cutting and feeling low and sad… I want it to go away… but is not simple at all, I think I might’ve suffered from ups and lows most of my life but now at least I know there’s a name to it and I know what to fight against…

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Female, single, diagnosed with GAD, irritable bowel syndrome, mixed anxiety-depressive disorder and occasional panic attacks. Drinking problems. Addictive personality. Suicidal fantasies. Low self-steem and self-hatred, self harmer since a few months, to release stress, pressure and pain. Currently unemployed, used to be a full time worker and law student. Love music and going to concerts. I decided to create an anonymous blog to express my feelings dealing with my mental health disorders, inspired by the book Prozac Nation. I won't reveal my identity for fear of what my friends would think. Right now I've been treated for a year with antidepressants for my anxiety. Started with lexapro, 10 mg, increased to 20 mg, then switched to 40mg of prozac. Now doctor put me back on lexapro since it's better for anxiety. I'm also taking between 0.5 and 0.75 mg of clonazepam for a while. I'll follow mostly blogs related to mental health issues, but I can also follow other blogs. So that's me, in a nutshell.

Days without cutting: 0

Personal posts:

http://lexaprozac.tumblr.com/tagged/personal

(sorry you have to copy paste I suck at HTML... LOL)

DisorderYour Score
Major Depression:High
Dysthymia:Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:Very High
Cyclothymia:High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:High-Moderate
Postpartum Depression:N/A
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