TRIGGER WARNING!! I do not promote self-harm or any type of mental or eating disorder. Borderline, bipolar and a little bit dissociative. I post what I like and I also reblog a big amount of cats, so be warned!!31 days of BPD The Mental Illness DirectoryArchive
some people are winning olympic medals right now and i can’t get out of bed
Again I stopped my meds on Thursday evening after I said to myself I’d never do that again, but I felt challenged by my psychologist because when I told him I had stopped my meds for two days instead of him yelling at me for being irresponsible, he asked me “So why do you think you need pills, do you think there’s something wrong with you?” He keeps telling me there’s nothing wrong with me and I know he means well, but if there was nothing wrong with me then why the hell would I be going to see professionals? , So I told him I was “different” than the rest to use a more “positive” word. He’s the type of psychologist that I think doesn’t believe in “labels”, he doesn’t acknoweledge I have any illnesses and his solutions are always me getting into classes or activities and stuff like that and he doesn’t really help me much and I’ve been thinking about this all these days. I feel invalidated by him thinking there’s nothing wrong with me, it doesn’t help me feeling any better. If he keeps this way then I’m gonna change him. This morning I took my pills again because I’ve felt really depressed and unmotivated and everything hurts.